PASSION OF THE HEART 1.

It was about 6 years ago I first saw Ralph. He had obviously just moved into the neighbourhood because in all my years of living in that area, I was 100% certain I had never seen his face before.





 He'd often come to my compound to fetch water ( which I often sold along side my siblings)  from our bore hole and even though we never said a word to each other, I was literally smitten by him.







 He was tall, very dark skinned, slim , firm bodied and had high cheek bones that up held very strong piercing bright eyes. Though his upper lip was about 3 tones darker than of the shade of his skin, his lower lip was so delicately pink that it could provoke any one to kiss it the way it stood out from his entire ebony complexion.






Even though i was fiercely attracted to him, i neither said a word nor approached him. This was because, at the time, I was seriously wrestling with my sexuality (even though I was already Approaching my 30s). The only same-sexual act i had done (not more than twice) was kiss and fuck in-between the thighs of a junior student back in secondary school.





All through my university days i was neck deep into studies and religion. Anything to consume my mind from touching and feeling another mans body was welcomed.









 in-fact, let me briefly narrate my first experience.






Back in secondary school, i had this friend called Matthew who was always flocked around by junior student. I always assumed it was because he had rich parents and was generous... but how little did i know.









It was on a Saturday morning that myself and Matthew (alongside a junior student who had just got into our school and whom Matthew had suddenly began hanging out a lot with) went to an empty class to chill.







 We had just finished senior WAEC and was excited about the life that waited for us after school. At the time, almost all of our class mates had gone home (save for a very few number of us that stayed back either waiting to be picked by our parents or just didn't want to go home yet) so the SS3 class rooms blocks was practically an empty dead zone .






 While we where casually talking, i noticed this junior student was idly rubbing Matthew's back. After some time, he (the junior student) came in front of Matthew (who was sitting on-top a desk) and began touching him on his chest...then his laps and finally, his dick.







Because Matthew kept discussing and clearly seemed un-bothered, i didn't say anything.






  As we just kept on with our discussion, To my surprise, Mathew wrapped his hands round the junior student and both began kissing and smooch right before my very eyes.








 I was completely dumb founded but both of them carried on as if i was invisible. i watched as this junior student brought out Matthews penis and began sucking it as if it was coated with honey.









 Matthew began to moan as his penis was been sucked. The the junior student un-buttoned his shorts, reached for his pocket and and brought out a round small lip balm, scooped a lot from it and rubbed it in-between his thighs.  As he did so, Matthew got off the desk, loosened his trouser, pulled it down to his knees, raised his shirt and held it with his chin.










The junior student who now had  turned around to back Matthew, began putting his penis in-between his laps and in no time, both men began to hump. Because Mathew was standing behind the junior student ( who had now began to moan and twist his body) it gave the impression that the Junior student was getting his ass fucked seriously and this made my dick charge like mad.









In a short while, Matthew began to grunt and shiver as he withdrew his penis and began wanking it so hard while thick sperm poured out.






 i was speechless.









 After both of them kissed for a while, the Junior student whispered something to him and both of them looked at me as if i had just materialized from thin air.








  With a straight face, Mathew said "come and do your own".







I didn't move from my spot. I  Just starred in shock as the junior student (who was now rubbing his very long penis), walked towards me with a big smile on his face.








 I could not rebuke him. I just watched helplessly as he opened my trouser and brought out my over hard penis. Mathew whistled in surprise...the junior student looked at my face in wonder. Both where definitely amazed at the size of my dick.









 To my surprise, the junior student stripped off all his clothes and began to remove my mine. In few seconds, we both where naked. He went on his knees and tried to suck my dick but because my dick was too big for his mouth (his teeth kept scratching my dick), he had to give up trying.










 As he embraced me, i felt such wonderful comfort in the warmth of his body. His body was so smooth and felt like silk. When he guided me in-between his thighs, the sensation that exploded all over my body made my head spin for few seconds. I was still a virgin. I had never experienced body contact with anyone talk-less of anything sensational on my dick apart from my rough hands.









 While he drove his lubricated clasped thighs along the shaft of my thick long pole, he began kissing me so wildly that in no time, i came so strong that it took me several minutes to recover.









 He begged me to suck his nipples and i did reluctantly because i felt guilt.







But i noticed that as he was wanking his dick while i was sucking his nipple, i felt an odd sense of pride that i was giving him some pleasure in return. I remember running my hands all over his body and later taking charge of his dick as i wanked him to climax.








 As i went back to the hostel, my thoughts where completely scattered. Matthew seemed to noticed my mood and told me to chill because as long as i wasn't fucking a mans ass hole, am not gay.







This gave me comfort and relieved me greatly.







 A day before i left school finally, i met with the same junior student in the school dinning hall at night for one last session. I had been seriously craving to feel the moist of his thighs and warmth of his smooth body most of all.








While we where at it, kissing and caressing, he begged me to fuck his ass hole. I really wanted to...so so much.





 I wanted to know how my dick will feel when it enters his hole and how much pain he will feel when am fucking him hard....( that is "if" my penis could manage to enter his hole).







But because i didn't want to be gay, i obeyed Matthews words and refused.




Rather,  I asked him to turn around like he did with Matthew and i slid in-between his thighs to give me a mental picture ( to help my imagination) that i was fucking his ass hole.








I fucked his laps with strong stamina as he moaned as if we were doing the rral thing and he was in real agony. while i wanked his long dick, i was mesmerized at the sound of how my big balls slapped his ass and slurp noises his thighs was making.







If only i was truly slamming into his hole - I wished.






 After we both had came, the same guilty feeling returned. This time, more intense because i began to crave and imagine fucking a sweet younger guy with my very huge dick.






This took a toll on me and i shut down completely for many years until i met Ralph. 




Written by

Nicholas J.


To be continued...