DESTINY CALLED

 The first time I experienced gay sex was during my secondary school days and it was with my "then" best friend.  Even though I never indulged in it after I left secondary school, the feeling never left me. Sometimes, I will find myself yearn for the warmth, touch and kiss of another man and no matter how many women I slept with, the feeling wouldn't go away. However, I managed to fight the urge very hard and managed to supress the feeling and if it got overwhelming, I will wank to the memories ( I did that often). But I never had any encounter with any man because I thought doing so would make me gay which I was avoiding with everything in my power.

Eventually, I got married and had kids but even at that,  the feelings never left. In fact, the memories of secondary school was like a Viagra because once the thought comes, my dick will get super charged and ready for action. Unfortunately, the more I slept with my wife, the more I wanted a man because my heart knew that she wasn't the original thing I wanted. That fulfilment wasn't there. 

There was this guy in my place of work called Raphael. The very first day I saw him, I knew he was gay ( or bisexual). He wasn't feminine and was also a married man. So how did I know he was queer? I just knew.

Over time, after we became close friends, he confirmed my suspicion. He confided in me that he was into men. 

I told him it was not a problem and i saw nothing bad in it. However, I never disclosed my secondary school encounter to him because it was the biggest secret of my life. Also, because my image at work was quite a "religious" one giving that I am an assistant pastor to a branch of one of the largest churches in Nigeria ( and globally), I was extremely careful. 

But whenever I was in the company of Raphael, I made sure he was comfortable with me. Even when he shared stories of his escapades, I didn't judge or show disgust.  I think my openness encouraged him because he got more and more confident in telling me gay stuff. 

If i am honest, my behaviour towards him was because, I loved hearing gay stories and wanted to hint to him that I identified with him without "saying it"... Although, he had asked me before if I was queer but I denied. 

  It was through Raphael that I got to know about this blog ( Teebeelicious).

On several occasions, I would get so hard from reading these raunchy stories on the blog  that I would have no choice but to jack off. Sometimes, I will wank like 5x a day.  It got to the point where Sex with my wife wasn't doing "it" for me anymore. 

Because I have been having this struggle (wanking to homosexual thoughts) for so many years,  I just gave up feeling guilty and praying for help/ forgiveness. Honestly, my coping mechanisms was in the solace  that as long as I never had physical sex with a man, I wasn't committing any sin. But I was deceiving myself and knew deep in my heart that  it was only a matter of time for things to come full circle. 

I knew Raphael wanted to have stuff with me. He had been making passing comments about how "if he should handle me" etc. But I will just laugh it off and call it bluff.  

Unknown to him, he didn't know that just like him, I am top. In fact, I am more of an Alpha male and have a way bigger dick than him ( he had shown me his sex video on few occasions and that was how I saw his dick). Besides, If at all there was anyone between us who had what it takes to "handle" someone sexually, it would be me. I can say it with my full chest. I have stamina.

One day, while I was out for drinks with Raphael, he got a call and after he hung up, he informed me that one of his old time fuck buddy had just relocated to Lagos and was on his way to join us. At first, I felt uncomfortable because I didn't want gay friends. Ralph was a pass because he was also my colleague and besides, we weren't fucking or doing anything. 

I was still in conversation with Raphael when a handsome looking man with baby face ( although about our age) joined our table. When he smiled and shook my hands as we greeted, I felt a blast of warm energy surge through my veins and exploded in my groin. Never in my life had the contact with a man done such to me. I mean.... I have shaken so many guys hands and have never felt sh*t until that very day!!!!.

He introduced himself as Kalu and as he sat down, I felt several stings of jealousy knowing that Raphael has fucked this cute looking guy. 

Instead of me concentrating on what he was saying, my mind was busy giving me imaginations how fucking him would feel. In fact, the picture in my head was so vivid that It seemed I could feel the warmth of his hole wrapped round my cock. Let me just say that the memories of my secondary school session came back 10x much more stronger and felt extremely tangible. As I sat quietly pretending to listen to whatever he was saying, precum was oozing out of my cock. Thankfully, it was night and my legs were under the table so, no one could see what was going on with me.

From the little I could grasp from the discussion, Kalu was separated from his wife and had just been transferred to Lagos on promotion. He was staying in a hotel and was house hunting as well.

Raphael was flirting heavily with him and i was silently roasting with jealousy. Kalu and I had some talks and from the way he was looking at me, I knew he wanted me... and I too, wanted him- BADLY but did my best not to show it. 

It seemed Ralph noticed the attraction going on because he outrightly told Kalu that I was straight and a "no go" area. Truly, I felt pissed because, for starters, nobody asked him. However, I kept my cool.

They began talking about sex and Kalu said he was extremely sex starved because it was nearly a year he got fucked last. He blamed it on work and lack of genuine men. 

"e mean say that place don close and need opening" Ralph joked and to my surprise, Kalu replied - "honestly".

At this point, if my hard throbbing cock could talk, it would have been screaming -  "ME!!! ME!!!!"

"let us fuck nah....at least for old time sake" Ralph begged but Kalu was reluctant. He was more interested in knowing more about me.

After the night got old, Kalu said he was leaving and Raphael insisted on coming along. But to my surprise, Kalu said we all can come and hearing that, I didn't need a second invitation. I simply got up, took my car keys and phone and followed.

We drove down to the hotel and more drinks were ordered. While we waited for the room service, Ralph could barely keep his hands to himself. He kept pressing and squeezing Kalu's very soft plump ass and chest as he begged. Seemed Kalu was sort of enjoying it because his resistance was weak. 

At some point, he undressed down to his boxers and entered the bathroom to brush. All these while, I was busy swallowing the sight of his smooth, soft and little fleshy body side eyed. I felt like hugging and squeezing him tight right there but I held back.

Raphael who now could not help himself, followed him to the bathroom, hugged him from behind, started kissing his neck and pinching his nipppes while still begging him for some sugar. Kalu was now aroused- his thick short dick was standing in full attention in his boxers as he giggled. Before i knew what was happening, Raphael had squatted behind him, pulled down his boxers and buried his face in between his fat ass cheeks. 

I watched as Kalu was moaning and shivering as Raphael ate him up while making animal noises. After a while, the door closed (but not completely) so, I couldn't fully see what was going on even though I could hear fuck noises and moans. 

My curiosity got the best of me so, I decided to check what was going on by using the excuse of wanting to urinate. As I entered the bathroom, both of them were standing upright while Raphael was giving it to him hot as he stood behind him.

As I made my way to the toilet seat, Raphael tried to touch my penis but I quickly dodged. I didn't want him to know I was hard as a rock because if he did, I would be busted. 

Just as I was urinating, Ralph began to grunt and jerk. He had cum. He didn't last upto 10 minutes if my calculations served me right. 

After I finished peeing, he walked passed me to use the toilet  and it was then  I noticed that he wore a condom that was very full of spunk. He was smiling triumphantly as if he was "the man". 

Though Kalu was panting and sweating, I could tell he wasn't satisfied. I slowed down as I got to where he stood and instantly, our eyes met. He smiled at me as his hands reached for my crotch which was still rock hard though well packed. 

His eyes grew wide in surprise at my size as he mouthed "da fuck!!". 

Thankfully, Raphael didn't see him. 

Once Raphael disposed the condom, he told us he was leaving and asked me if I wasn't coming along.

 In response, I told him my phone battery was flat and I would need to charge it for a bit.  Kalu, who also caught the jerk, said he had a zoom meeting and needed to get ready for it. He wanted to discard Ralph fast.

So, i said goodbye to Raphael as Kalu walked him to the door. 

Barely had he locked the door when I got behind him.

I just couldn't wait.

The very first thing I did was take a hand full of ass. I was dying to feel the softness. And yes, it was everything i thought it would be and so much more. 

Next, I slid my finger into his moist hole as I pressed my body to his.  I don't know what happened next after that because when I became conscious of myself, I was already shirtless and carrying him with his legs wrapped firmly around my waist while his arms were round my neck. 

I was kissing him with everything inside of my beign. 

I have never been to heaven but I can guarantee you that - that was what it felt like just holding and kissing him. 

His lips were very tender and soft. 

By the time I laid him down on the bed, I  was already on fire.  It was a miracle that I didn't tear my trousers to shreds in the name of removing it. 

I watched as Kalu took my dick in his pretty mouth as his baby face looked at me. Having my dick sucked by him felt like it was the very first time. The sweetness was magical. 

He told me to suck his nipppes and I obeyed without question. I worshipped his perky twins as he jerked and quivered to the sensation. 

Never in my life have I thought of sucking another man's dick but that day, I did it. Infact, not only did I sucked his cock, I raised his legs, opened his ass cheeks wide and licked his ass hole without minding it had just been freshly fucked.

The flesh of his hole was so soft .. guess it was due to the fucking he'd just received. 

After I was satisfied with mouth fucking his hole, he rubbed saliva on my turgid 10 inches and spread his legs wide apart to invite me into his garden. 

As I began to penetrate him, I could feel his hole enfold my stiff swollen pole in such beautiful warmth. 

Once I was able to squeeze all my dick right deep down his hole, he held me tight and began sobbing and saying my dick was too big and how he'd never received anything so good. 

I don't know if it was because I felt something for this guy or because, i have been dreaming about this moment all my life after fighting myself time and time again all to avail that made me begin to get very emotional to the point of shedding tears uncontrollably.

He asked me what was wrong but i could not speak. There was just too much weight in my chest. 

Nevertheless,  he understood my silence and told me everything will be fine. Immediately, he said those words, my eyes dried and the burden i have been carrying for so many years was gone. Finally GONE!!!

For the first time in a very-very long time, I felt peace in my heart and soul. 

It was then i started thrusting into him.

His hole was very deep and his body was so soft and warm. The more I dug his insides, the juicer it got and the more ecstatic Kalu got.

Never in all my life have i seen someone enjoy my dick like he did. He was moaning, licking my face and body, shivering, call me all manner of names and grabbing me tight. Seeing him display such mood moved me to give it to him hard.

About 25 minutes into our sweet fucking, he began to howl and jerk violently as he told me he was cumming. As I  increased my speed, I watched in amazement as his eyes rolled into his head as he let out a silent scream. Cum began flying out from his dick like waterfall. He was seriously shaking and calling my name so I held him tight and kissed him deeply. After a couple of minutes, he called down.

I still kept on fucking him and it was then he began to wank himself. 

From time to time, I will stop kissing him and just look at his baby-face and he would smile shyly. Mhen!!!!!! My heart felt like It would blow up.

I was still pounding his hole when he began to scream that he was cumming again. Wow!!!!!! The second time?????

This time around, I cheered him on while telling him to "cum for daddy". 

One thing I truly found fascinating is how kalu gets dramatic when he's cumming. It is a mind blowing thrill to watch and any real man would feel like a sex god knowing his dick can make such an impact. 

All the while we made love , My mouth barely left his lips for one second all through. I just loved kissing him.

I can't remember the last time I kissed anyone like I kissed that day. Even my wife and I don't kiss or make love with such intensity. Sex with her (my wife) is basic and very traditional in a ceremonious way and I had already gotten used to it. But this experience brought a whole new meaning to me.

As Kalu began to tickle , pull and pinch my nipples as we kissed and fucked, I lost all my senses. I didn't know what I was saying as my sperm baptised his interiors. 

Despite how hard I tried to control myself, the sensation was overpowering. My body began quake like I had a terrible fever as I growled uncontrollably. The more I came, the more intense it got. At some point, I began to shout like I'd lost my mind. 

His hole now felt extremely creamy that my dick refused to go down and I just couldn't remove it from his wet bussy. We remained in that position for the rest of the night. Even when my wife called to find out why I hadn't come home, my hard dick was 10 inches deep in his ass as we talked on phone.

Kalu was the very first person I told my secret and he was very sympathetic. 

I begged him not to tell Ralph about us and he agreed. 

He told me he had never had sex with anyone like the way we had it and I felt very proud of myself. 

I fucked him 4 more rounds that night without feeling tired (never in my life have i gone this many rounds with someone). If not that he begged me to let us go to bed, I would have continued.

I have never dated a man or seen myself doing such and Kalu understands. However, we have decided that when it comes to having gay sex, it would only be between the both of us and no one else. We have also, devoted time to solidify the bond of our friendship or brotherhood. 

If you ask me how i feel? I'll honestly say, I am happy.

Written by 

Chiz