STUCK WITH THE LION

 My name is Andy and am 26 years old. Am presently dating a 41 years old man. 

I met Agu (his name) in the most odd way ever. How it happened was that i was returning from delivering goods ( am into supplies) and It rained heavily that day.  

Because my client lived in a location that had very bad roads, my car tire got stuck in the mud. I desperately needed help but no one seemed to care or come to my aid. Just when i thought i was totally screwed, a tall, very dark and well built man walked up to me. At first, i was afraid that he would beat me and collect my car key because of how he looked (you know those type you better avoid if you knew what was good for you? yes that type)  

But to my surprise, he offered to help me.

He was built like a rock which made him look very imposing and dangerous rather than sexy . It didn't take him upto 5 minutes for him to get my car out of the mud. How he lifted my car and even helped me push it to safe grounds all alone was baffling.

I thanked him and wanted to pay him for his kindness but he refused and walked away ( which was a big relief).

Just when i had forgotten about him, we met again. I was going to deliver goods to the same client and the same peril happened. I got stuck in the mud. And guess who came to my rescue? the same man. 

He was passing by and when we saw each other, we laughed. He asked -"dem send you?" and i replied "yes o".

Once again, he helped me. Single handedly. 

It was then we introduced ourselves and i got to know his name as Agu. He seemed to be in a hurry so we didnt talk much nor remembered to exchange numbers.

But for some weird reason, it seemed the universe was bent on both of us meeting because we ran into each other few days  later in the market.

I was buying food items with my mum who came to visit when I saw him. Because he was at a distance, we simply just waved and moved on. Couple of days later after that day, i went to eat in a restaurant at the other side of town and guess who i saw ? Agu. 

He was eating and insisted i join him on his table.  "this one don pass be careful" he jocuned.

I asked him if he thought it was destiny that we keep running into each other and he said he didn't believe in such. But however, he believed there was more to the coiencidence. He paid for my food and We finally exchanged numbers. That was how our friendship began.

One thing with me is that i am the kind of guy who cares too much. (More like the "mother hen" kinda guy) .

I made sure kept in touch the best I could and i guessed that rubbed off on him because he eventually got attached to me.

If Agu doesn't hear or see me for few days, he would definately call to ask if everything was fine and when next I will come around to see him. Also, I became his first port of call whenever he needed an advise or whenever he had good ( or bad) news. Some days he will call just to talk about anything and nothing- and i would listen. 

At first, i found it boring but i later got used to it and began enjoying his coversations and company. He was an attention seeker while  i was seasoned giver - by nature.

Agu didn't have a girlfriend because he  didn't trust women. According to him,  women were devils.

 Just before i met Agu, i had just managed to get away from a very bad relationship and my ex was hell bent on getting me back. 

One day, he (my ex) called when Agu was visiting ( which he frequently did) and while i was on call, Agu was clearly uncomfortable. Because he was frowning and was restless, i assumed he wanted all my attention as always so, i had to hang up and attend to him.

"who be that?" he asked. I told him it was a friend.

"And you come dey open your teeth any how abi?" his voice was laced with jealousy even though he tried sounding humourous.

"Honestly, who was that?" he interjected- now sounding serious.

At the time, i hadn't come out to him yet. But because we had become best of friends and brothers, i thought it was proper i disclosed my sexuality to him.

Carefully choosing my words, i told him that i was gay and the person i was talking to was my ex boyfriend.

To my surprise, Agu's main concern was about my ex. He wanted to know how long we were together and how many times he "touched me" (among many other personal questions). He asked me if i wanted him back into my life and when i said "no", he asked why i still entertained his calls.

Gosh!! was he jealous.

I playfully asked him if he wanted to be my boyfriend and immediately, he got extremely defensive. He started telling me how he wasn't gay and how its a sin for two men to be together. 

That was when i lost it. 

One thing with me is that i don't tolerate homophobes AT ALL!!!!!. Not even my parents could escape getting it hot from me over a derogatory comment they made because of a cousin who came out (story for another day).

Without hiding the ice in my eyes and voice, i asked him if he saw me as a sinner. Quickly, he explained he wasn't reffering to me because i don't behave like bobrisky and am a cool guy. He told me he liked me.

I still wasn't having it and it got him nervous. He started trying to tease me by saying if he was my boyfriend, he will spoil and take good care of me better than my ex. At first, i thought he was patronizing but when he kept goin on, i asked him what stopped him from showing me love and spoiling me like a boyfriend would? 

"but i no be homo nau" he replied. One thing with Agu is that you have to be able to read his body language and look inbetween the lines of his words to understand what he was actually saying. And from what i understood, he was jealous and afraid  that someone was trying to take me away from him. He was so into me and i knew he would do anything to have me all to himself alone.

So as to be sure of his intentions, I decided to play reverse psychology on him. I told him since he wasn't a homo (which i stressed the word) like me, i will have to go back to my ex who also is homo and wants to love me. 

Agu looked like i had just stabbed his heart. He just went quiet as his shoulder dropped. Without saying a word, he began wearing his shirt. When I asked him why, he said he was leaving.  I began to laugh and tried holding him but he asked me to leave him alone. I couldn't believe such a strong looking man could be so vurunable. 

He ended up not leaving though. I managed to persuade him.

From the day this happened, Agu became a totally different person. He started taking me out often, buying me gifts and calling me regularly (all of which i reciprocated) . 

Anytime i asked him if he was trying to be my boyfriend by being so nice, he would frown hard (his method of masking his shyness) and tell me my thoughts were my business.

Seeing his sweet and softer side, i began to fall for him. HEAVY. I started calling daddy of which he would always smile to.

One day, while he travelled to the village to see his mother, i was missing him like crazy and called him on video. He was in the farm alone.  He was topless and sweating. Seeing his perfect hairy musculed body got me so horny. 

I told him it been so long i had a mans touch and loving. 

"you mean am?" he asked.

yes daddy. I cooed seductively 

I let him see I was naked on my bed and I could tell I got his attention. 

As i showed him my ass and protruding nipples on my fleshy man boobs, he nervously looked around his enviroment and brought his face closer to the camera as if he wanted to take in the detail of what he was seeing.

 -How you want am? He asked 

I began telling him how I wanted him to suck my nipples, eat my ass hole and finger me. I told him i badly wanted to feel his dick and hot sperm very deep inside me. 

He asked if that would make me happy- of which i told him yes.

As i moaned and talked dirty, I started fingering my moist pink ass hole for his viewing pleasure, Agu began breathing heavily on his ear piece. His voice had become very coarse and husky as he called me a "Correct guy"

 When i asked to see his penis, he hesitiated  a bit and said - no. It was when I threatened to end the call that said he doesn't want me to run away. Thinking he was embarrassed because he had a small dick, i assured him i would appreciate whatever he had and promised not to run away. 

With an "okay" whisper, he brought his camera down to his groin and after a moment of fidgeting, it steadied. From the corner of his shorts, he had pulled out an extremely thick black dick.  

"You dey see am?" He asked.

"Fuck mhen!!!!" I exclaimed spontaneously as My mouth instantly went dry while my hole began to pulsate uncontrollably. 

He got embarrassed at my reaction and tried putting his cock away but i stopped him and told me i loved it.

"You mean am?" He asked.

I told him it was perfect. I begged him to hold his cock and when he did, i went wild. Agu has large hands and for his cock to be a handful, it truly was a weapon. 

I couldn’t resist any longer. I began to moan and wank myself furiously as I watched huge drop of precum fall out from his prick hole. As i was about cumming, he brought the camera extremely close to his face and watched me explode.

"You don get yourself now abi?" He said as a smile played on his lips. 

When I asked him why he didn't wank, he said because he had rough palms, he always injured his dick during masturbation therefore, he never enjoys it.

Few days later, i was on my way to the motor park to fetch him. It felt like it's been years we last saw each other again and to my surprise, Agu hugged me tight without minding we were in a public place.

We drove to his house first but because his cousins (whom he lived with) were around, we decided to go to my place after he’d showered and changed clothes. 

One odd thing was , even though we never said a word about sex, we both already knew we wanted privacy to fuck to stupor. I had already prepared for him even before i went to the park.

It was an akward moment when we got to my place. As we sat on the sofa watching TV, Agu removed his shirt and asked if I wasn't feeling hot.  Taking that as a hint, I stripped down to my boxers and told him i was going to lie down in the bedroom.  

Just as got to the bedroom and i laid on my stomach, Agu entered. I heard him remove his trouser and then, he laid next to me.

The akward silence continued and he asked 

- "You want sleep?"

As i told him no, I pushed my bum on his bare thigh and to my surprise, I could tell he was completely naked. Once I took off my undies, he cuddled me from behind and spooned me sideways for a moment before I turned around and offered him my lips. We kissed each other with raw hunger for the longest of moments. 

Guiding his head to my nipples, he groaned as he squeezed the flesh on my chest to a mound and began devouring my pointed nipples. 

I decended on him and made sure i pleasured absolutely every inch of his body. His cock was rock hard and precum kept pouring out in large quantity. I licked it off and took his heavy machine into my mouth. He was blown away like crazy. 

By the time his mouth and finger attacked my hole, I was already a goner. He did many unspeakable to my cunt that made me beg him desperately to  fuckme  

Holding my legs up and spreading it apart, Agu slid his lubricated thick cock into my already opened wet hole and mhen!!!!! Was I was i stuffed. 

First, he was slow and gentle then, he bagan to slamming hard into me with fury like the lion his name is. 

I grabbed his two tiny nipples and pinched it so hard as he pounded and scattered my pussy. The harder he fucked me, he harder i pressed his nipples inbetween my finger (not the nails) and clearly, he seemed to love the pain. 

At some point, the sex became agonizing and I couldn't take it anymore. Agu was just too strong for me. I had to escape from him as I ran to the living room to catch my breath and recuperate.  He followed me- his massive moist cock throbbing and nodding in front of him as it led him to me like a predator seeking to kill its prey.

He asked me what was the matter and i retorted to ask him if his intention was to kill me for my mother  

He began to laugh and said - "That means you cannot withstand two rounds" while rubbing my bum. If looks could kill, Agu would have dropped dead instantly with the look i gave him.

"Baby please, just endure for me...let me just enjoy it small before I release...i won't take time" he pleaded. The sincerity in his eyes was disarming and i had no choice but to bend over my dinning table as he took me from behind. 

I moaned in painful pleasure as he kept punching my sore hole like a heavy weight boxing champion. I had cum twice earlier on and the third climax was coming through with fraustrated anger. Not long after the wetness of my juice stained my thighs and carpet did Agu begin to roar and tremble as fountains of liquid seeds exploded into my stomach with great abundance. 

Because my ass muscles were completely dead from heavy pounding, I could not use them to squeeze his dick. So, i reached for my ass cheeks and began using my hand to press them in a rotating motion on his turgid pole as I felt his milk trickle down the back of my thighs.

My legs suddenly began to tremble violently and Agu had to support me to the bedroom. 

I was totally knocked out with exhaustion but he wasn't. 

Too weak to clean up or shower, i saw myself falling into a dreamless sleep as the warmth of his body and arms held me.

For the next few days, i didn't allow Agu leave. I just wanted him around me. We had sex and this time around, he wasn't as rough and didn't take forever to cum.

I asked him to move-in with me (a mistake I made). At first, he refused outrightly but after much pleading,pressuring and sighting the advantage  of my house being more conducive and closer to his place of work , he agreed. 

Not long after he moved into my house, Agu's sweetness (as well as his possessiveness) sky rocketed. He wouldn't let me do anything in the house. According to him, it's his place to take care of me. 

Regarding his possessiveness, he wants to know my every move. Where I was, who i was seeing and what time I was coming home. Even when i get calls, he would stylishly ask who was it. I have told him several times to cool down with the idea of someone taking his place but he still can't help it. 

One other thing is his temper and homophobic character. He nearly killed a friend of mine who was hitting on him after seeing him (trust gay men and loosing their senses when they see hot muscular guys). Since then, he  hates my friends (especially the feminine ones) coming to the house. But If they're masculine, kept to themselves, smoked and like football?, he is free as a bird.

Also, one time when we argued and I told him his behavior was becoming unacceptable, Agu accused me of turning him homosexual and said i was looking for a way to discard him. He sounded very sinister and looked like he would kill me. 

Some of my friends say I should be patient with him because its going to take time for his sexuality to settle with him. Also, they're telling me I should be happy that I have a sexy man who was into me and was protecting me in his own way.

The thing is, i am afraid of Agu even though I know I have him wrapped around my fingers. I fear if I do something wrong, he might kill me or kill himself (or both).

He's also taking everything too far. Lately, he's started putting up pictures of us together on the wall and suggesting we sew matching outfits.  I've never been in this sort of relationship and moreover, this is Nigeria. What will I say when my family members visit? For him, he doesn't care. All he's concerned about is owning me for himself.

Do I love him? Yes. But it feels overwhelming sometimes. 

How do I handle this situation?

Written by 

 Andy. B.