IN LOVE WITH MY STEP FATHER

My mother had me at a quite late age and unfortunately, passed away due to complications during my birth so, my elder sister (who happens to be much older than me) raised me as her child.

I was about 10 years old (or so) when we moved to somewhere in Ikoyi to live with Godwin.

Godwin  was a very gorgeous looking and generous (towards me) man who usually visited us (my sister and i) and had ended up marrying her (traditionally).

I would say he was my first man crush. At that age, i was already strongly attracted to men ( him in particular). He was handsome, dark, muscular and very loving. Even though he wasn't my father, he made sure I was cared and provided for. At the time, i didnt know what sex was, i just knew i loved the way his hairy strong body felt on mine anytime he carried me. Sometimes my dick will stand.

Also, Sometimes, when my sister wasn't around, i would go and peep at him anytime he was having his shower. My dick will be so hard as i will watch his hairy body and big black dick under the faucet as he washed. On few occassions, i have been in luck to watch him masturbate in the bathroom. 

Jesus!!! His penis was too big and long.

I also still recall that one time  i heard him fuck my sister. They where so loud  that it woke me up from my sleep. Even at that age, i could tell their moans and screams was as a result of sex. And most of all, i could tell the sound coming from my sister was more of pain than pleasure judging from the hard thrusting and slamming noises that accompained her screaming.

One day, when my sister had gone to the market, i went into their bedroom and saw Uncle Godwin sleeping and his big black fat and extremely  long penis was peeping from the wrapper that was tied loosely round his waist. I can't expalin what got into me...all i could remember was that as i held the  penis and put it in my mouth, he Immediately woke up and slapped me so hard that it threw me across the bed to the floor. He warned me sternly never to do such and all i did was nod.

Surprisingly, when my sister came back home, he didn't mention anything  to her.I dont know why though...but mhen.... Thank godness.

Uncle Godwin never changed his behaviour towards me even after the incident. He remained dedicated just like any good father would be to his son.

But as time went on, things between my sister and Uncle Godwin got bad. She had-had two miscariages and there was just too many stories (including her infedility) flying left right and center.

Eventually, she left him. First; without me. And after couple of months, she came to get me. It was a big roar. I didn't want to leave Uncle Godwin and neither did he want to give me up. But eventually, my sister had her way and instead of me going to live with her, she took me to stay with a lady who  was a deaconess in her church.

I got into boarding school and somehow, Uncle Godwin got to know where i schooled. He would come from time to time to check on me during visitiation.

My sister eventually  got re-married and i became a forgotten issue for her. Anytime i came around to see her and my nieces and nephews ( she eventually gave birth) in her new home, she would be cold towards me or pack chores for me to do. She would not give me anything to eat or ask me how I was coping.  it was evident i was irrittating her and wasn't welcome so i decided to back off.

While in Secondary School, my guardian (lady in the church) was transfered outside Lagos so myself and the rest of her family had to move state. That was how i lost touch with Godwin.

I finished secondary school, got into university and made a friend called Lawrence. 

He was very funny and kind to me. While other students where struggling and starving, he seemed to be doing just fine. We where always in each others company and i would usually go to his room to charge my phone, watch movies and most of all, eat ( he was a good cook)

All through these times, i still had been habouring and hidding my same sex attraction (especially for Uncle Godwin (i still hadn't gotten over him) ). But that slap he gave me when i sucked his dick as a child still made my heart jump anytime i thought of anything gay related. Also, i felt i was the only one who was feeling this way.

Because my secret was eating me up inside and i had no one i could talk to ( i felt i was the only one in the whole world who felt this way), i had to open up to the only person i could trust; and that was Lawrence. 

When I told him, instead of rebuking me, he smiled, hugged me and also came out to me.  He told me there was nothing to be ashamed of. He went on to lecture me about the gay community, gay sex including the good, bad, ugly and bizzare.

 I was so intruged that i really wanted to explore and most of all, get disvirgined.

 At 23 i was still a virgin without a clue on what role i liked.  CAN YOU IMAGINE????!!!!!!

All i ever wanted was to know how it would feel to have a real dick ( like Uncle Godwins) inside my ass as well as bury my big strong dick inside a man's hole.

I was craving to have a taste so i could know if i was top, bottom or vers.

 Lawrence had a boyfriend...or rather should i say' a sugar daddy who was responsible for his education and catering for his needs. When he showed me his lover's photo, i was green with envy. He was a cute looking mature man and reminded me so much of Godwin. Lawrence did not spare me the details of their love making. He even showed me private videos of both of them. WOW!!!!! 

Watching him getting fucked was just mind blowing. 

Lawerence was pure bottom and was 100% monogamous with his lover so we didn't do anything.

After exams was over, Lawrence asked me to come along with him to his boyfriends house for holidays. I was so happy that i didn't need him to ask twice. Also, it had been a many years i visited lagos. Was looking foward to seeing familiar places long forgotten.

Lawrence's lover was a divorced man who lived alone in a decent duplex. I was so jealous as they hugged each other excitedly once they set eyes on themselves. Obviously, they truly missed each other.

Lawrence lover (whose name is Peterson) was such a good host. When he learned i was a virgin and was yet to discover my sexuality, he was surprised that a "sweet looking  handsome man "( according to him) like me was single ...talkless of beign a virgin.

He advised me to make sure i find a boyfriend and  stick to him rather than live a promiscious life. He said having a committed relationship will keep me away from black mailers and diseases (that could come as a result of having multiple partners).

I totally agreed with him. Besides, my guardian ensured I had strict Christian values while I lived with her so I couldn't want less than what he had suggested.

While we discussed, he made mention of a friend of his called Goddy who according to him, was his secondary school class/wank mate back on the day. He said he (Goddy) had the biggest dick in the hostel and was nicknamed longitude because of his penis.

They had recently reconnected after so many years and according to him, Goddy was open to having a male lover. 

I asked If he had a photo of this "Goddy" and he said "no". But nevertheless, he assured me that I would like him because he was kind, handsome and very caring.

Peterson put  a call through to him and their discussion made me feel so awkward.  He was telling him (Goddy) how am so cute, athletic body built, masculine, tall , responsible and a virgin. I have never been praised like that in all my life. 

After they had discussed, Peterson announced excitedly that Goddy will be coming that evening to visit us. 

Lawrence took me to the toilet and began showing me how to douche.  I told him I didnt intend to have sex on the first meeting but he insisted that I should because Goddy was irresistible. He also told me to be prepared.  

So, I did as he said. I douched, showered, perfumed and waited for his arrival. 

I was inside the bedroom listening to music with my ear piece when Lawrence walked into the room and announced that Goddy had arrived. I could hear some voices coming from the living room downstairs so, followed Lawrence to meet the guest.

As we got to the living room, sitting right there was a very handsome, dark,  tall and solid built man that literally made my heart and ass hole twitch madly. As I drew closer, I stopped in my track.

It was uncle Godwin. 

GOOD LORD!!!!!! 

I screamed and ran to the kitchen. 

Lawrence my friend followed me.

I began to sob uncontrollably. So many pains of the past I thought i had buried all came to the surface just seeing uncle Godwin.  

Peterson and Godwin walked into the kitchen where Lawrence was holding my trembling weeping body. 

I could hear Godwin telling me not cry as he took over Lawrence's embrace. Familiar strong warm loving  arms wrapped around me and I broke down completely. 

He told Peterson that I was the one he'd told him he had been looking for all these years but to no avail. 

"Well, its destiny then" Peterson answered. 

Suddenly, my sobs turned into chuckles. I began to feel stupid about my dramatic display. I looked at Godwin and everything just felt like a dream.  I was still shaken. 

Finally, we all got to the living room and began to talk. He wanted to hear "everything" that had happened since I left. 

He tried re-marrying but that too, didnt turn out well. He really didnt disclose what happened.  All he said was that "it's a long story "

He told me he was proud  and happy that I had grown up to be so cute and decent.

All the while we talked, I was cuddled up beside him as he put his big hands around my shoulders while stroking me gently. 

We talked about the slapping incident that happened when I was a child and he apologized ( even though we both knew that his reaction  was that of any right thinking adult or parent).

While we were still talking in the living room, Lawrence and Peterson went to set the dining. While at it, they both began to giggle and play with each other.  It was such a lovely sight to behold. They where like real life couples. 

Before I knew what was happening, they had began to kiss passionately and then Peterson raised up Lawrence's shirt and began to devour his nipples. Wow!!!! Now my dick was super hard seeing live action for the first time.

As Godwin and I watched them, my instinct urged me to look at his crotch and BLOODY HELL!!!!! Was his penis awake. 

I slid my hand underneath the base of his shirt and touched his hairy stomach. As I caressed his tummy and went all the way up to his nipple, his hands slowly came down my nipples and began to  caress them through my shirt . After a while, he loosened two buttons of my shirt and came in full contact with my nipples. 

His large strong hairy hands caressed the athletic bulk of my toned smooth chest and pinched my tiny sensitive nipples. 

Shortly after, he Now undid all my buttons, opened my chest bare and came for my nipples with his mouth. Goodness!!!!! I moaned and jolted but his strong hands kept me still as he kept assaulting my nipples with his tongue.

I finally felt his cock....the same cock I got slapped across the room for. It responded so excitedly to my touch and in that moment of bliss, our lips met.

My very first kiss ever....with no other than my darling Godwin. 

If there were suitable words to describe how the kiss was, I would have used them.

I felt his tongue all over my ribs, stomach, chest, nipples, neck....everywhere. 

My shirt came off and he undid my trousers button, took them off along side my undies. 

"You have a beautiful dick " he said with a warm smile as we looked in each other's eyes briefly before taking me into his mouth.  

O boy!!!!!

The soft warmness of his mouth on my dick felt like heaven. I wanted to suck him too....I was desperate to put his dick in my mouth.  I gently pulled his head away from my cock and began un-buckling his belt (while kissing his lips, neck, solid hairy chest and nipples).

After pulling down his trousers and boxers to his ankle, I was blown away by how big and very long his penis stood. Even as an adult, it still marvelled me.

Taking him in my mouth was a challenge because I had to be cautious about my teeth (I didnt feel his teeth when he sucked me so I felt the need to do likewise) . His balls where just like the rest of  his body.  Big and heavy. I pressed my nose on his pubic hair and balls and too several deep inhales. His man scent was divine.

I could hear Lawrence moan alongside some fucking noises coming from the kitchen. They where obviously busy with each other. 

Godwin called out to Peterson and asked for lubricant. In response, Peterson told him to come get it from the kitchen.  As he made to stand, I told him I'd rather go instead.

As I pulled up my pants and went to the kitchen, I saw Lawrence and Peterson fucking in standing position.  Wow!!!!! They gave me a bottle of lubricant and I went back to my darling. 

When i got back to meet Godwin, he had put the cushions of the sofa on the floor. He asked me to lie down and I obeyed.  He raised my legs and started sucking my ass hole. I couldn't control myself.  I was so carried away by the sensation

He rubbed lubricant on my hole and began to  enter me. But I was too tight for his over size cock. After a lot of trials, he gave up and asked me fuck him instead. At this point, Lawrence and his lover had gone upstairs to continue their fucking.

So, Godwin laid on his back and raised his legs up. I reciprocated the ass licking he gave me. I loved his hairy ass and I made sure I showed him with my rimming. 

After he rubbed some lubricant on his hole and on my 8 inches dick, he started guiding me inside his wet man tunnel. He told me to be gentle with him and I nodded in agreement. 

While I was slowly inserting my dick into his very tight hole, he started wanking himself but I had to stop  him so I could take his matter into my own hands ... I wanted to hold and rub his big dick for him.

As I wanked his very long big dick, I gently thrusted in and out of him until all my dick was inside. 

I felt like I was in another world. I kissed him so passionately as I drove my penis deeper into his moist tight hole. He kept moaning and grunting so loud that it shattered my senses.   Unfortunately, I didnt last long. I offloaded my juice deep inside him. He told me not to remove my dick and began to wank himself furiously until he came .

After we cleaned up, we wore only our undies and finally drifted to sleep out of exhaustion. 

We where woken up in the middle of the night by Peterson to go to bed.  Turned out they too had slept off as well. We made our way to the bedroom I occupied. Moments later, I woke up to drink water. When I got back to the room, Godwin was fast asleep but his penis seemed partially awake. I really wanted to feel the sensation of getting a dick that big into my hole. If I was truly gay, this was the test.

I grabbed the lubricant and began to finger my hole. I managed to put about 3 fingers in my hole to make sure it was open enough. 

I began kissing his body, took off his underwear and started sucking his cock to it's full turgid state. I  squatted across him and started to penetrate my hole with meat so big that only the brave can attempt. 

The pain was raw and blinding but I was not ready to chicken out.  In the process, he woke up and began stroking my dick which was so hard.

Slowly, I gradually sank fully down his 12 inches (or more....if am not mistaken). 

Mhen.......my hole was beyond stretched.  

Godwin took me in his arms and kissed me so tenderly while equally fucking me very slow and sweet. 

I truly loved the way his dick felt inside me. So comforting and perfect. 

We held each other in a warm embrace soaked with loving passionate kisses until we both released our sperm. I wont forget how electrifying my ejaculation was. I have never felt anything so powerful in all my life. My entire body shook as I released. 

I wished I could leave his dick inside my hole forever but when Godwin whispered "take me", my almost deflated penis suddenly just sprung up as if they use remote control on it.

Taking my sperm on his stomach, I rubbed it on his hole and penetrated him. GOSH!!!! His pussy was so nice and sweet. 

I fucked him silly while he fingered my wet open sperm soaked ass hole. 

We both released and within 5 minutes, Godwin was ontop of me again.

We fucked 4 rounds each before we finally slept. 

It was that night I was aware of my very high sex drive (as well as his)

All these occured couple of years ago and am currently doing my youth service.  And you guessed right, am service in Lagos state and living with my daddy, lover, friend and brother;  Godwin. Its unfortunate my sister didn't realise how much of a good man he is. 

Well....its evident destiny brought him to me and not her and for that, I am not letting him go nor take our love for granted. 

Written by 

  T.T Oscar 

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