MY FIRST TIME
After my parents separated, i moved inn with my uncle who lived in Lagos. I became quite popular in the neighbourhood because of my apologetic femininity. Most friends i made where females and i was always found in their company.
Though i have always been certain about my attractions to people of same sex from the very beginning, i had no clue on “how this attraction could be expressed".
It so happened that this very attractive guy ( let's call him Udoka) who i was seriously crushing on was madly in love with my best friend (lets call her Amarachi).
Udoka did absolutely everything in the book to woo Amarachi. He'd even gone As far as bribing me to make his plight known to her.
Honestly, i did all i could to try and convince Amarachi to give him a chance.. but it seemed the harder i tried, the more stone hearted she became.
For the life of me, there was absolutely nothing wrong with Udoka. He had everything any man his age would've been proud to achieve. Aside his good looks and reserved nature, Udoka was a ‘hopeless romantic’. Spontaneous gifts, love letters and cards where his forte and deep within me, i wished i were Amarachi.
In the course of relying on me to convey his emotions to Amarachi, we both became good friends.
One thing about Udoka was that he was still a virgin and didn't like it.
Though he wanted to get rid of it, he wanted it to be with someone he feels deeply for.
One day, udoka told me he had given up on the chase of Amarachi and now has someone who has agreed to give him sex. She was a girl who lived on our street. I was genuinely happy for Udoka although i wondered how come the sudden switch from Amarachi and most of all, the sexual agreement.
Though i didn't ask him any questions, seeing him happy was refreshing and ok to me.
While he told me how he looked foward to the session, i asked him if he could give me the honours to watch. To my suprise, he agreed.
He told me to meet him up on a certain night and time and i was super excited. My guardian (uncle) worked at night and his wife was such an early sleeper; so i had no reason not to show up.
On the scheduled time, i wasn't disappointed cos Udoka was already waiting for me.
It was a clear dark night and because there was power failure, it gave the street (and neighbourhood) a dreamy ghost like feel. As we made our way to the “supposed girls” house, i asked Udoka why the girl choose her house as the venue given that she lived with her parents. Udoka couldn't give me an answer...for some reason he felt she had made all necessary arrangements...he was clearly clouded by his urge.
As we approached her residence, it occured to me that this girls family was known for keeping wild dogs. As if my thoughts immediately came to life, howls and barks cut through the still night air as several shadows of 4 legged creatures began to race towards us.
Everything felt like a living nightmare. I ran as fast as my feet could carry me and from the corner of my eyes, i could see Udoka wasn't taking any chances either. We had ran to a secluded location in our neighbourhood when we noticed there were no more barks and howls coming after us. Now out of breath and panting as if we had completed an Olympic marathon, we settled down on a heap of sand and began to laugh at the just occured incident.
It now became evidently clear that this girl was playing games with Udoka and he clearly looked dismayed.
“udo'm (meaning ‘my udo' (a pet name i gave him) whats up?” i asked him.
“you don't understand...i want to fuck. I want to know what this sweetness is all about” he said with his voice laced with anger and frustration.
“my dick is just wasting of nothing" he added.
Until this day, i have absolutely no idea what came over me because i heard myself say “you can fuck me if you need it so bad”.
I was about finding a way to take back my words when he chuckled and said “that's not a bad idea.....after all you look and act like a woman...you might as well be as sweet as one"
Hearing him say those words filled me with desire. My nipples immediately stood attention like my cock. I shyly told him i have never done such before...
“don't worry about that.....” was all he replied.
Relying on instinct, i quickly took off my shorts and laid with my back on the sand with my legs raised. Udoka came over me...i could see his long straight dick poking out of his zip; looking for a hole to punish mercilessly.
In the darkness, he managed to find my hole but had no access because it was still brand new. While he tried, i felt pain.. but he kept urging me to be patient and relax.
Kneeling back, he spat in his hands and rubbed it on his dick numerous times. He did same to my hole. With his shirt rolled up and tucked under his chin and his trouser button now undone to reveal rich dark pubic hair, a toned tummy and a lovely long well shaped prick. Even in the darkness, there was no excuse that this man was a lovely specimen.
Now guiding himself into me, i could feel my ass hole open as his penis began gently finding its way into me my saliva wet man hole. Though it hurt, i couldn't deny this was nothing short of a dream come true.
Udoka is about to fuck me....not just anywhere...but in the open....for all of nature to witness. I thought to myself.
I raised my legs higher and begged him to enter me deeper. His breath was so heavy like a raging bull as he pushed into me, the rest of his inches.
Balancing himself on his palms and toes while maintaining a perfect horizontal line, he began to dive into me repeatedly. I was in joyful agony ( if there is such an acronym) as he plowed me while grunting deeply. He kept his gaze on his dick slamming into my hole as if that was a moment he never wanted to miss. Occasionally his eyes will meet mine and even in the darkness, i could see the seriousness in his eyes. He fucked like he meant business and definitely, i didn't need any prophet to tell me he was loving every moment of it.
His breathing and grunts began to grow deeper and stronger as it equally Matched the rythm of his thrust. I must have cried or moaned or even began to speak in tounges out of pleasure because it seemed whatever i was doing to express my pleasure, was doing dangerous magic to his systems.
His smashed into me hard but slow several times and then with one big thrust, he pressed his cock deep into my hole and began to offload his first seed offering into my basket of love.
He trembled for almost a minute without moving an inch. He was fighting so hard to contain himself cos i could hear him muffle cries and moans. He loved it. The outcome was more than he imagined.
Udoka got off me and all he could say was “mhennnn" repeatedly.
The next day, he came over to my house to ask if i was okay. He told me he was worried if he might have injured me in the course. I let him know i was okay. He asked me to come over to his house whenever am free and i assured i would.
After my chores at home, i went to see Udoka. We chatted, shared his meal and then he asked me to come to his bedroom. I knew what was next and i wasn't disappointed.
This time around, we did it butt naked and he kissed me. Infact he took his time to make love to me.
Everyone (including our folks) became aware of our closeness. Infact whenever we had issues (often times because of my nagging), it would be our folks who will take it upon themselves to bring us together.
For 5 years Udoka loved me with his life and we where a pair. But things changed when i got into boarding school. Anytime i came home, Udoka seemed to be unhappy. He still made love to me and cared for me but he felt guilty about it. He had joined some born again movement which was causing much damage to him.
He was always crying non stop for no reason.
I later left Lagos and after many years, Udoka reached me to inform me that he “has decided” to get married.
I told him to go for it if it was his choice...although we both know for a fact that what we shared will always be irreplaceable.
Written by
Ijele
Though i have always been certain about my attractions to people of same sex from the very beginning, i had no clue on “how this attraction could be expressed".
It so happened that this very attractive guy ( let's call him Udoka) who i was seriously crushing on was madly in love with my best friend (lets call her Amarachi).
Udoka did absolutely everything in the book to woo Amarachi. He'd even gone As far as bribing me to make his plight known to her.
Honestly, i did all i could to try and convince Amarachi to give him a chance.. but it seemed the harder i tried, the more stone hearted she became.
For the life of me, there was absolutely nothing wrong with Udoka. He had everything any man his age would've been proud to achieve. Aside his good looks and reserved nature, Udoka was a ‘hopeless romantic’. Spontaneous gifts, love letters and cards where his forte and deep within me, i wished i were Amarachi.
In the course of relying on me to convey his emotions to Amarachi, we both became good friends.
One thing about Udoka was that he was still a virgin and didn't like it.
Though he wanted to get rid of it, he wanted it to be with someone he feels deeply for.
One day, udoka told me he had given up on the chase of Amarachi and now has someone who has agreed to give him sex. She was a girl who lived on our street. I was genuinely happy for Udoka although i wondered how come the sudden switch from Amarachi and most of all, the sexual agreement.
Though i didn't ask him any questions, seeing him happy was refreshing and ok to me.
While he told me how he looked foward to the session, i asked him if he could give me the honours to watch. To my suprise, he agreed.
He told me to meet him up on a certain night and time and i was super excited. My guardian (uncle) worked at night and his wife was such an early sleeper; so i had no reason not to show up.
On the scheduled time, i wasn't disappointed cos Udoka was already waiting for me.
It was a clear dark night and because there was power failure, it gave the street (and neighbourhood) a dreamy ghost like feel. As we made our way to the “supposed girls” house, i asked Udoka why the girl choose her house as the venue given that she lived with her parents. Udoka couldn't give me an answer...for some reason he felt she had made all necessary arrangements...he was clearly clouded by his urge.
As we approached her residence, it occured to me that this girls family was known for keeping wild dogs. As if my thoughts immediately came to life, howls and barks cut through the still night air as several shadows of 4 legged creatures began to race towards us.
Everything felt like a living nightmare. I ran as fast as my feet could carry me and from the corner of my eyes, i could see Udoka wasn't taking any chances either. We had ran to a secluded location in our neighbourhood when we noticed there were no more barks and howls coming after us. Now out of breath and panting as if we had completed an Olympic marathon, we settled down on a heap of sand and began to laugh at the just occured incident.
It now became evidently clear that this girl was playing games with Udoka and he clearly looked dismayed.
“udo'm (meaning ‘my udo' (a pet name i gave him) whats up?” i asked him.
“you don't understand...i want to fuck. I want to know what this sweetness is all about” he said with his voice laced with anger and frustration.
“my dick is just wasting of nothing" he added.
Until this day, i have absolutely no idea what came over me because i heard myself say “you can fuck me if you need it so bad”.
I was about finding a way to take back my words when he chuckled and said “that's not a bad idea.....after all you look and act like a woman...you might as well be as sweet as one"
Hearing him say those words filled me with desire. My nipples immediately stood attention like my cock. I shyly told him i have never done such before...
“don't worry about that.....” was all he replied.
Relying on instinct, i quickly took off my shorts and laid with my back on the sand with my legs raised. Udoka came over me...i could see his long straight dick poking out of his zip; looking for a hole to punish mercilessly.
In the darkness, he managed to find my hole but had no access because it was still brand new. While he tried, i felt pain.. but he kept urging me to be patient and relax.
Kneeling back, he spat in his hands and rubbed it on his dick numerous times. He did same to my hole. With his shirt rolled up and tucked under his chin and his trouser button now undone to reveal rich dark pubic hair, a toned tummy and a lovely long well shaped prick. Even in the darkness, there was no excuse that this man was a lovely specimen.
Now guiding himself into me, i could feel my ass hole open as his penis began gently finding its way into me my saliva wet man hole. Though it hurt, i couldn't deny this was nothing short of a dream come true.
Udoka is about to fuck me....not just anywhere...but in the open....for all of nature to witness. I thought to myself.
I raised my legs higher and begged him to enter me deeper. His breath was so heavy like a raging bull as he pushed into me, the rest of his inches.
Balancing himself on his palms and toes while maintaining a perfect horizontal line, he began to dive into me repeatedly. I was in joyful agony ( if there is such an acronym) as he plowed me while grunting deeply. He kept his gaze on his dick slamming into my hole as if that was a moment he never wanted to miss. Occasionally his eyes will meet mine and even in the darkness, i could see the seriousness in his eyes. He fucked like he meant business and definitely, i didn't need any prophet to tell me he was loving every moment of it.
His breathing and grunts began to grow deeper and stronger as it equally Matched the rythm of his thrust. I must have cried or moaned or even began to speak in tounges out of pleasure because it seemed whatever i was doing to express my pleasure, was doing dangerous magic to his systems.
His smashed into me hard but slow several times and then with one big thrust, he pressed his cock deep into my hole and began to offload his first seed offering into my basket of love.
He trembled for almost a minute without moving an inch. He was fighting so hard to contain himself cos i could hear him muffle cries and moans. He loved it. The outcome was more than he imagined.
Udoka got off me and all he could say was “mhennnn" repeatedly.
The next day, he came over to my house to ask if i was okay. He told me he was worried if he might have injured me in the course. I let him know i was okay. He asked me to come over to his house whenever am free and i assured i would.
After my chores at home, i went to see Udoka. We chatted, shared his meal and then he asked me to come to his bedroom. I knew what was next and i wasn't disappointed.
This time around, we did it butt naked and he kissed me. Infact he took his time to make love to me.
Everyone (including our folks) became aware of our closeness. Infact whenever we had issues (often times because of my nagging), it would be our folks who will take it upon themselves to bring us together.
For 5 years Udoka loved me with his life and we where a pair. But things changed when i got into boarding school. Anytime i came home, Udoka seemed to be unhappy. He still made love to me and cared for me but he felt guilty about it. He had joined some born again movement which was causing much damage to him.
He was always crying non stop for no reason.
I later left Lagos and after many years, Udoka reached me to inform me that he “has decided” to get married.
I told him to go for it if it was his choice...although we both know for a fact that what we shared will always be irreplaceable.
Written by
Ijele
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