HELP!!!!!!

 Hello Teebeelicious, I know this is more of an adult blog however, I know a lot of people follow your stories and perhaps, someone might have the answer to my situation.

I am an MGM (married gay man) who has been married for about 8 years. Honestly, my marriage is something I wish if I could turn back the hands of time, I would not hesitate to choose a different path. 

Before I married my wife, she went snooping ,found my hard drive and saw some gay porn. 

It was total chaos. I had to tell her that it was before I gave my life to christ and moreover, i did it only once because I needed money at the time. I told her it was my past but this  was nothing but lies. She eventually believed me and warned me sternly. Thankfully, she didn't blow my cover like she threatened to. Infact, my primary reason for  marrying Her was just to prove that I wasn't gay. 

Now, we have a son and no doubt he's gay. Right from nursery school, his teachers has been complaining that he is always in the habit of trying to kiss boys in his class. Even when we try educating him about male and female attractions, he would literally look you in the eye and tell you confidently that he doesn't like girls. 

Sadly, my wife has gone commando on him and it breaks my heart to see him being called names and get punished over something he has no power over. She drags him from one pastor to another and it is very clear he is fraustrated and depressed. My wife is accusing me of supporting his "demonic act" because I am not punishing him. She has even began insinuating that the reason I am lenient with him is because I haven't stopped "that abomination ".

I am literally loosing my mind and feeling like a failure to see my son get tortured and I can't do anything about it. Absolutely everyone (from family members to my pastor) supports my wife. For God sake how can they be this wicked?????? He is a child!!!!!

Please I need advice before I get pushed into doing something terrible.

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B.O